Today is father’s day. It’s the third father’s day in a row without seeing my children, without a card, phone call or video call.
My expectations were low to non-existent so I haven’t been too disappointed.
I also know that the reason that I had no contact is either; My children have been prevented from doing anything including no access to phones; or My children have been made to feel guilty about wanting to see me and they are in fear of upsetting their mother.
Today has been nice to spend quality time with my partner and our son. I reflect on the good times that I had with my children and was also very thankful for everything positive in my life today.
I spent some time looking at nice pictures from 2017 and 2016 of my children. I had a nice lunch and went for a long walk. The weather has bene nice and sunny which was great as it wasn’t forecast.
My parents also miss my children and tried contacting them today and left a voicemail message.
I have sent my boys a postcard a letter and a father’s day card this week. Hopefully they have received them. I have copies of all the cards letters and videos I have ever sent them.
Well over 250 in total. The boys will have the opportunity to read all these in the future.
I have sent a text and left a message and a video message today on the outside chance that they receive it.
The day will come shortly when my children will know the truth.